|07:44 pm - over it |
This last 4 weeks have been some of the hardest to get through in my entire life.
3 deaths in 4 weeks and there is another impending.
I hardly had the time to grieve over the first unexpected death when the next one hits me.
I have had to be so strong for my family and friends that I put all my worries and grief aside and its affected me more than I thought it had. I got sent home from work wednesday and made me take 2 days off cause they were concerned for me having known the stuff I have gone through these past weeks. I am bored out of my mind at home and I wouldve rather had worked but I guess if I kept working I wouldve just put off the process of it all.
Current Mood: anxious