August 3rd, 2010
It has been so bloody long since my last entry and in that time many things have happened.
Main thing is Anfey and I broke up and it did not end well.....for awhile.....we have been trying the friends thing and it hasnt been so far working out but we are trying it again now and we will see how it goes this time. Basically he started seeing a girl not too long after we broke up and it was one of the girls I was concerned about him seeing thou he promises nothing happened till after we had definately broken up it was still a shock and it has taken me sometime to forgive that and move on myself and get over him, I have been having some therapy sessions to help with this breakup and the stress that has been going on at work too.
Anyways since then I have moved on....not in a relationship but I am going out having fun and finding myself again....I am not seeing someone but more of just having a few friends on the side who I can turn to for these certain needs LOL
I have recently gotten back in contact with an old friend from school too and I have been enjoying catching up with him, I had a crush on him in school but nothing is happeneing between us now as he is married, despite being in an unhappy marriage he is still married and I would never do anything to ruin that.....he has said he is willing to leave it for me but I just gotta say the word but I wont he needs to make that choice for himself not for me. So we will see what the future will bring from that situation......16yrs have past between us since we last saw each other so another 6months or so wont matter.
I also applied for a supervisors position at work....I did not get it but I have shown the bosses that I am interested and now they are keeping their eyes on me.....not sure if that is a good thing LOL
I am getting there.....its taking me time but I am slowly getting back to me!
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: "Big Me" Foo Fighters
I hope you find someone soon. If you ever have certain needs, give me a call.
I was under the impression you were married!
I was actually curious about you the other day I was chatting with an old school friend and he said something about a gunzel and it made me think of you! I had no idea it was something to do with trains, he apparently works on freight trains or something like that I dont know I wasnt paying too much attention LOL You on facebook too??
|Date:||August 4th, 2010 03:05 pm (UTC)|| |
Yeah, look me up - Tee Jaycee
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